SUPERMAN

2008-01-06T23:19:00.000+08:00

NEW NUMBER 96538174, YA I KNOW IT'S HARD TO RMB SO DO I

and for the others im lazy to blog ya ;D
msn and ask

2008-01-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

birthday..
much loves, thanks to those who celebrated with me, who wished me~
update more on it nxt time.
shag, time to slp..

2007-12-28T14:42:00.000+08:00

Ok this is what i got for xmas, two xmas cards. One is from debby =D and another is from selena, the limited edt melody xmas card rofl. Ok really appreciate both of them, thanks alot!!

BUT I AM GREEDY, I still got myself a levis 501 black jeans and a zara shirt.. That cause me to be freaking broke now. lol self-pawned =(

say goodbye to psp slim and new phone, must make plans for later and my china trip too..

xmas eve went to timbre, a pub opp fullerton hotel, with poly mates and sharon frends. quite a night there, lots of fun, games, chat and not to mention alcohol!! after that went to bk hse to ton, again.. I am like the regular guest there and his mum and sis know my name alrdy for god sake..

and ytd 27th, went to celebrate sheena birthday.. in the afternoon, 1st went to pt world with ah hong, sharon and selena, and i don't know hw to sing heh heh..

At night met bk and sheena at fish.co and thats my 1st time there, as most of my TRUE FRIENDS know that i got seafood allergic, but nvm I dont wan to be a spoilsport haha..

and after our dinner we went to dbl o.. 1st time there.. machiam malay clubs 5/6 of the crowds there are malays.. well luckily im not a racist.. drink a little too much, all freaking high.. and i managed to get back home safe and sound..

what a week..

countdown to bday 4 more days, nt really anticipating for it..

as my grandpa death anniversary is just after it..

2007-12-23T01:30:00.000+08:00

Thurs went for a family dinner at a restaurant near katong, omg 1st time feel so high drinking red wine.. 10 glasses only lol..
And I think my uncle abit drunk also, 1st time talked so much with me, about work and edu.

oh ya, ytd night went to xn there for a haircut + dye + rebond, her sis is great :x
somemore charge me so cheap SGD$50 only, ya no doubt + dye and rebond.
Then something funny happened, she don't have wax, clay nor gel. Only got hairspray which is not so strong for styling hair.. then my hair at that time + my face look super girly
I think xn got the pic- -

reached home at 12+ midnight, and decided to do what xn's sis instructed me to do, style my hair and look how was it... so below are the pics.
And I EMPHASIZE I am NOT VAIN

2007-12-19T00:17:00.000+08:00

Feel like doing this more often, I just took a wrong bus back home from town. and in the end stranded to somewhere unfamiliar, i just keep changing bus that i feel like and finally after 2.5hrs later i reached home. LOL!
The experience is so great, you'll nver know what's your next destination is and the places around you are places that you never see b4..
I realised that even SG is super small, there are still many places that i havn't been to. Seriously I should do this more often, and no one can possibly get lost in SG and in the worst case senario we got the $2.80+++++ services =D

craving for kbox recently.. and warlords are quite good as expected.
And i find it pretty lame for ppl to propose in starbucks - -

bk kw alan are gaying in dai hse tonight, gl hf ^ ^

2007-12-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

haha ok i will blog cause i am happy today =D
yay finally my cash flow is here!! I just escape by life of poverty
Should i get a new hp?(mind you my hp is 2yrs old, even the free phone now > mine) , share a psp with my sis? erm or shopping!!
Learnt alot during the days i need to scrimp and save =x Must plan and use my money wisely hohohoh!!

xmas coming!!!!! Yr 08 coming!!!! and my 19th birthday coming too!!!!!!!
hohoho, early merry xmas and a happy new yr plus a happy birthdayto myself!!

ok I think I crapped too much, ellson read this. I swear by 3months i will pawn you!! at least in running.

2007-12-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

hoho just came bck from bballing with sec sch buddies. damn super shag now, i can barely lift my hands due to the pumping punishment -.-

I gonna train harder, i wan a V-shape body so that I can wear every shirts and T's to it maximum potential :x

oh ya look what i just brought, a white piggy bank!

as you can see, if anyone been to my room b4 u will be able to see super many coins lying around at my room desk. i decided to eradicate this prob once and for all..

for the piggy, it will store my small coins like 10cents 20cents or 5cents etc, and for my adidas box casing it will be 50cents and $1 =D

(oh ya dont mind the twist, it not mine fingers)

ok one step closer to my ideal neat roooom.

sigh, i finally understand and experienced the meaning of poverty and being thrifty~

cash flow fast pls, or im dead meat :X

i still nid to buy many many things.

and my sis still asked me whether i want to put a share in buying a psp anot..

omg my this month insurance payment is coming soon also, pain bodoh!!

kk enough ranting, cya.

2007-11-27T22:47:00.000+08:00

Cool weather tonight, 1st time walked home from 185 bus stop w/o breaking a sweat.

Today is a success in being thrifty, whole day i only ate a big mac meal!!

ok plus oreo m.flurry ..

The Click Five - Mary Jane

I didn't cry the day you moved away

I didn't think that I could feel this pain

Until I saw the stranger that was you

Whatever happened to our innocence

And the somethin' that you said about being friends

Tell me howHelp me say the words out loud

Could it beThat nothings gonna change

Cause time has got a way of taking back

Everything you thought you had

Can you see

The girl you used to be

The one I lost when I let go of you

Oh whatever happened to

Mary Jane

I need to wake up from this state of mind

The situation is the same kind

I gotta get your memory out of my head

Would you catch me if I had to fall

Would you even find the time for that at all

Tell me how

Help me say the words out loud

Cause time has taken back

Everything I thought we had

2007-11-25T15:45:00.000+08:00

The kingdom is a goood movie, worth the money and time to watch lols.
almost mistaken someone that look like shu bin at vivo ytd rofl.
luckily i sms her b4 i approach that person or else will be super xia suay xD

i need cash flow~$~$~$~

2007-11-24T00:19:00.000+08:00

today after sch, yude callde me while I am at moberly. And reminded me that today we are going to the zhi hong event at sha villa hotel to support him.
Sort of his sch course project I think..
Spend quite awhile to get to that place, and this showed that yude leading and sense of direction really sucked big time.
we were walking a big round at somerset like some retards//
The place was really nice and classy~ didn't expected that haha.
And luckily i learnt table etiquette during my sec sch F&N or else I think I gonna make a fool of myself there..
The food there was really nice, and thanks zhi hong for the hospitality.
Only manage to get the pic of the dessert. haha was munching away the food when it was serve and forgt to take e pics until our last dish xD
oh ya and one of the waitress there look so much like hebe omg!!

will post the pic later..

2007-11-22T21:49:00.000+08:00

Emec 86/100

ShipStab 58/100

Etron 68/100

MekII 74/100

Csw 78/100

looks like I will need to put in a lil more effort in shit stab..

The gems -backpacking presentation is finally over, sucky presentation, will do a better and much more prepared one next ica =.=

2007-11-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

Don't know why after i planned to quit dota-ing, I felt very bored, everyday online doing nothing and don't know is there anything else to do beside sch work..

Sometimes i wondered does my life only revolve around gaming and nothing else.

got back mst results le, most probly passed all nt faring very well i guess..

It was raining while i am going back home just now, a kind lady offered me to share with me her umbrella to cross the road, kinda shock but i prefer changing bus home as i am too lazy to walk even if it's not raining lol.

felt abit ashame of myself, i've been in "heck care mode" quite awhile alrdy, it's time to change to be a better person.

2007-11-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

Ok due to overwhelming requests of ppl asking me to update my blog, i will, for this once.

hmmm exam is over, but no holiday. no term break, and yep that's SP.

and i think i wont be failing any papers hopefully.

Oh ya i participated in a few dota compe this few days, GXL is over, we lost.

And for sch SMIT compe, we won the 1st match but lost in the 2nd.. lost twice to same opp lols, damn hybrid!!

haha hopefully this will finally mark the end to my dota career?

sad, beside dota and gaming i don't think i got any other stuffs that i'am good at alr.

need to learn more talent, my guitaring still sucks though.

quite free during the weekends le, so anyone gg out pls try and ask me too :D

and i also wish that $ will just drop from the sky =.=

bye

2007-11-04T20:52:00.000+08:00

Today marked the end of elearning week which I haven't enjoyed..
stupid crap courses that took away my holidays, damn.
still left shipstab and etron reports not completed yet.

exams coming~ and i know nuts bout shipstability.. G-G

yesterday saw an interesting family or should I say overheard them at the dessert shop.

The father gave the kids a sum of money for the day and they have to pay everything they spend themself.

And he even reprimand(joking yet stern manner) one of the kids on how he lost the money he gave him and where he spend it to.

quite amusing the scene, and I agreed with him. Early education on teaching kids about money management is very important. So that the future teenagers won't be like me =x, spend money on unrealistic things and don't have any saving habits..

To those o lvl peeps out there, your long await holidays is coming.

HAVE A GREAT FUN~

2007-11-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

Every fairytales has a happy ending, but not everyone is a good writer.

damn first aid and ssic courses, burn my supposingly e-learning holiday away T.T

p.s womans are onions!

2007-10-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

ok here's the kbox pic..

too long nver run long distance, and friday gym session, i lost to ellson in running 1 round of sp.

not only my leg muscles aching now, my arm joints, bicep and tricep also pain like hell..

and i gonna master the 2 string guitar beethoven song before the next lesson!!

2007-10-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

cabbed home and saw a cresent red moon hanging in the starless sky, make me think of so many things.

today was quite a tiring day from travelling, went to je swimming complex with poly mates to play water, and after that as they are east siders they wanted to go bedok 85 hawker centre there eat. I don't want to eat alone thus followed them. I must be crazy.

but the food there was great, it really pawned the west side la.. i ordered the famous meat ball noodles and shared 10 chken wings and a bottle of carlsberg with yz. As our group's too big, the others ps us and sit at another table..

ytd went to kbox with some of the sec sch peeps. have quite a day, sang many songs =) but my singing still really sucks, took some pics also will upload nxt time when xn send me the pics.

2007-10-17T01:48:00.000+08:00

anyone can catch your eyes but it takes someone special to catch your heart.

2007-10-14T17:00:00.000+08:00

any guitar pros out there willing to give me some guidance!!

need quite a lot of help in reading tabs, chords and strumming ~

BORED

2007-10-10T22:30:00.000+08:00

saw jq this morning at the boon lay mrt station, and gt a chatting company for the journey to sch =)

reached station and saw jaslin, my pri sch class mate, wow nice short hair she gt now!

and also saw ch there and walked towards SMA tgt.

my day seems fine but it's NOT.

I am Fking depressed now, why am i always the loser and failure that drag my whole team down..

With my standard I shouldn't have even take part in the sma bball competition, I am just the black sheep of the team urgh..

I can't do anything right, i feel like killing myself now. The feeling of seeing your teamates working so hard and you are the only one dragging them down is really fked up. I just betrayed their hope and faith in winning the game.

AND the worst part is, not 1 games, i dragged them down for all the 3 games.. and we lost all.

come on guys laugh at me, scold me or do whatever shit to me. Mayb i will feel better like that and less guilty.

I SUCKS BIG TIME.

2007-10-09T21:01:00.000+08:00

The emo feeling.

god loves to make fun of me, i can't make up my mind neither can i do anything. taking a long stroll back home seems becoming part of my lifestyle.

i often seen couples on the road holding hand smiling and chatting happily with each other.

why can't i be like them, its always the wrong time, wrong place and wrong company for me.

everytime i do all my best in things yet it never turn out fine for me, no not even once.

i felt like a wimp, a hyprocrite and a procrastinator.

maybe my life will just be like this,

study- graduate - workmyassoff - accompanymyparentsthroughtheirlastjourney - anddie.

hope that this emo post wont affect anyone mood.

2007-10-06T22:21:00.000+08:00

so 1st guitar lesson.. hmm quite good i suppose. At least I could feel i gaining alot more in life other than just plainly dotaing, eating and sleeping.

caught lust, caution. ytd night with the usual gang, warning the movie might bored you if your don't have any drama appreciation genes in your body =x

resident evil : extinction, watched it just now. A worthy top pick movie of the week i suppose. small details here and damn scared hell loads out of us ROFL and i feel so dumb. Luckily no girls watching with us. heh

I feeling I am getting more and more "life"~ hope this will persevere on. Cutting down on games but putting more effort and pro. everytime I got into it. So that I wont waste time but not losing my professionalism in it.

and

I seriously need a good financial planning, i been wasting quite alot of $ lately. Either shopping blindly, small bites + dessert here and there, luxurious eating places, insanity spree of movies and kbox.

verdict: count the amt yourself.

well jw. u not some rich ass or have a fking rich father. so faster get back to your senses dude.

2007-10-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

I gonna change myself from now onwards, dressing wise and attitude wise. don't be shocked when you guys see me nxt time.

yep 1st guitar lesson this coming sat :D

p.s. I don't give a damn to the club anymore. good luck guys.

2007-09-26T22:00:00.000+08:00

yea sch started on monday.
nothing much diff like last sem. just that this sem there is more core modules.
and the time table was as shitty as usual. mostly 8am/830am lesson.
oh and the 1st 3 days of the week, there's a cca drive.
my "nolife" club set-up a booth at there but guess that not much ppl will join also.

well need to report back to navy soon, to hand in my last sem result. probly by this fri
so that to get my 1.2k incentive muahahaha =D

ok looking forward for tmr backpacking class. hope there are babes and good chance to know more friends ^ ^

2007-09-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

Ok you all wants updates. Here are the updates.

BYE

2007-09-05T02:27:00.000+08:00

I think I still belong to the unrealistic world of gaming, afterall.

2007-08-29T23:40:00.000+08:00

ok time to update.

went to watch dead silence at cineleisure during monday with those sec sch peeps. haha, warned by dh they all that the show is very scary. think they lied to me!! cause when the "ghost" come out the scene will become very quiet. And everyone was like so anticipating and prepared for it to come out haha.

after that went back to jp for dinner. and we had kfc-.-
some laming some chatting and crapping.

here are some dumb pics took by xn hp lols.

i like this!! =D

tue and wed was rotting home days.

and today went to play bball with those usual bball peeps
long time nver play bball or exercise alrdy. bone cracking but we enjoy it =D

and something miracle happen today. i actually went to the central there and get myself some lunch!
those who know me cfm know my " si lang kuang " gg down out to buy food is sucha chore for me =x

ok thats all peep!!

2007-08-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

i always hate being an organiser. i just doesnt seem to get things fking move on.

random.

2007-08-24T00:22:00.001+08:00

wow my 100th post, grats to myself.

ok instru today was ez, due to the amazingly accurate tips giving by MR Teo kk.
which was oso the last paper.

ok holidays officially starts now! 1 mnth of PLAYTIME, MATEY!!

time to find my another half >_<

2007-08-20T02:06:00.000+08:00

still mugging at this hour, only with my songs accompany me through the night.

2007-08-19T18:26:00.000+08:00

Current Blog Song

一直 - 范逸臣

我关上门结束一天的旅程眼前出现的不是屋顶的灯

总是被你的画面占据我所有视线一直到我深深入眠

翻开日记上面第一页是你走在夕阳下说梦想的表情

看你灿烂的测量心理坚定的誓言要守护你到永远

朋友总给我一堆理由要我别再为你难过

他们只是不懂我太多爱上你的理由

其实我一直默默在你的身后

每天深夜都会数着星星找你的星座

担心你脆弱怕你受挫忘了自己的痛

从很久以前到以后总坚持爱你没错

其实看你开心就能足够

也许我还少了一点勇气把爱说出口

只要你会懂会发现我我只是你的朋友

这些年我一直站在爱你的路口

翻开日记上面第一页是你走在夕阳下说梦想的表情

看你逞强的笑脸心理坚定的誓言要守护你到永远

朋友总给我一堆理由要我别再为你难过

他们只是不懂我太多爱上你的理由

其实我一直默默在你的身后

每天深夜都会数着星星找你的星座

担心你脆弱怕你受挫忘了自己的痛

从很久以前到以后都坚持爱你没错

其实看你开心就能足够

也许我还少了一点勇气把爱说出口

只要你会懂会发现我我只是你的朋友

这些年我一直站在爱你的路口

2007-08-12T13:18:00.000+08:00

ok finally update my blog due to popular demands, quite a lot of things happened during the past weeks. hah shan't touch too much on that.

ok last tue me and dh went to the east side, geylang - bedok area for some great food highly recommended my by frends living there.

1st we went to see that Jay movie at cathay, ok e movie is not bad.. the starting of e movie was breath taking, hahs 2 pros in piano competing.

but i sort of don't like the ending =)

after that me,dh,bk went to slack around town, window shopping for awhile thn about 6pm we went down to aljunied to find our another fren who's supposed to bring us to the good food there.

we had claypot rice, soft-shell crab,tofu and dunno the wad fish. and yes i got super allergic after the meal, but it's worth it. the soft shell crab and the tofu really is .... GOD LIKE.

after dinner we went down to bedok at settle down at bk hse.

slack, chat, see tv, played wow etc.

and about 2am we walk to bedok north hopping to get some chicken wings and ice cold beer. but in the end the "owning bbq wings" stall is closed and then we packed minced meat noodles back to bk hse as supper.

ok more slacking, chating, watching tv and wow-ing.

slept at 5am and i woke up at 10am =(
I really cant sleep when the day turn bright.

watched some comic while waiting for thse assholes to wake up.

Then went to eat lunch at bedok mrket there.

after that went to bk hse again. Rofl

and dinner again..

ok la i admitted, for the 2 days we are really like pig la, eat sleep play, eat.. eat.. eat ..eat.

and yea some good news for myself, i cfm passed my most-feared module- CPRO!!

been wow-ing this few days, i felt so bad. like neglecting my frends. they talk to me and i am like replying half minded. as my another half is in the game..

sry guys and girls. i will try to kick off this shit habit of mine!

16/8 Eng Math, 21/8 ATHM, 23/8 Instr.

OK ITS REALLY TIME TO STUDY! HUGGING BUDDHA LEG FTW!!!

oh yea. Debby wanted me to post this:

" Debby Sucks"

and also, afraid that you guys might forget me hw i look like for mia-ing this few weeks i shall post a recent pic of mine =x

2007-07-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

aw missed my lab test today, although it's only 3%.. damn myself for nolife-ing at moberly and missed it. That's what I hate about com games, sometime it will just lock ur soul and body down to e seat infront of your com zzz
night bballing with sec sch budds =) well it's been ages since we play tgt. but only a few turn up, all bz either with their sch or love life, luckily for me, there's still alot of frends who are single out there =x

wonder is it a good news to me, I am now 63kg! but my stomach is protruding out like nobody business, damn all the fats went there wth.
Its time to train my pecs and abs real soon, b4 i turn into a big fat ass..

exam coming real soon, good luck everyone and study real hard.

2007-07-25T22:31:00.000+08:00

happy birthday mum!!

=D

2007-07-22T06:13:00.000+08:00

finally cleared my doubts and questions that hid deep down inside me.
i am glad seriously.

thinking back, i actually felt very happy about doing every little things and no matter how much effort i put in, just to see her smile.
and ppl has been asking me about how's me and her now. i just dunno how to reply them but well i found my answer.

think she wont be seeing this since they are already enjoying their happy days ahead.
just hope that she will be happy with him forever.
that's all i wished for.

The pretty passer-by.

2007-07-22T00:30:00.000+08:00

down with bad cough, sore throat, voice-less. guess it's time to hit the doc soon.

went to watch harry potter, yea just like the book, many words little actions. it isn't that bad like many others commented but i admit i almost fall aslp in some part since i alrdy know the story inside out =/

after that the movie khakis went to marina bay for steamboat.

and i found out my new fetish. LOL!!

2007-07-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

from now onwards, i will become everyone ideal friend, partner, buddy, guy or anything you all want me to be.

life is short
535172306

-the psk, emo kid is dead.

2007-07-15T22:47:00.000+08:00

went gym during the evening with cd,kb,wp and quek. not bad, actually did train something..

nice, found a good gym mate, quek, he actually can motivate us and push us further. i still rmb he was obese the last time i saw him during sec sch but now sibei fit, damn!

after gym, packed dinner and everyone came to my hse for party. open a bottle of red wine. In e end only me and wp tanked it haha. all lousy`

watched dodge ball, and crapped abit and they also cam-whored lols plus gg around using my com viewing chio bus from frendster and who's going web..

oh yea, i dyed my hair black again. back to guai kia look baby =x thanks cd for helping me.

2007-07-14T13:35:00.000+08:00

ytd zouk outing was super nice. Many thanks guys~ yz, wm, swee, ellson, hr and of cause yz frends. Know quite many new friends ytd :D
Oh yea, the chat with wm ytd was great too, we can do that more often! sorry for making you worried, i would nver be addicted to smoking..

psst, I cant believe i hit the dance floor till 4 man, chivas really can do magic!

yup i found back my life, time to move on!!

lols new found addiction no-life @ moberly , xbox360, need for speed: carbon.
take great care, my friends.

2007-07-12T21:45:00.000+08:00

i failed my driving advance theory and i think i done badly for my cosmetic test too T.T

god, i guess i own someone an explanation but..

argh, so guys anyone gg down for the zouk sp event tmr?
free entry to sp students =)

2007-07-10T23:04:00.001+08:00

oh man, tmr is cosmetic test and advance driving theory test!
what's worst is I haven started any for both.
gonna ton the night to finish my driving theory revision and pray for a pass tmr.
And be a day zombie for tmr and revise my cosmetic test during the breaks~

God bless me pls. I wana get A for my GEMS and a pass for my theory test.
looks like it's so impossible lols.

This won't be the last goodbye.

2007-07-09T23:32:00.000+08:00

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.

My last mistake, putting my friends first. I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.

You were the first to give, I was the first to ask. Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

What you give is always what you get. There's so much I haven't given yet.

Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all over again. I still can't get you out of my life.

Thanks for the memories.

2007-07-08T21:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY CHENG DA!!

went to JEC kbox to celebrate cd bday. many thanks to Angeline for helping us to reserve a place in her workplace, plus giving us so many incentives =x

Ok let the pictures do the talking =)

The only survivor aka the birthday boy

The K-meal

The room

The faggot :x

The act-niggers

The berserk

The sleepy-head

The star and me

The act-cutes

The snacks

The duet

The retarded

The gays?

The emo, lols

The B'Day Cake

The angry

The male lead for the day

The sleepy-head #2

The.. Me!

The zi-lians

The Gays

The disappointed

The unglam me :/

had quite a fun day today, fill with laughter and of cause sometime abit emotional, sorry guys i keep singing those emo songs :x but oh well, emo songs are nice.. full of feelings and meanings~

the most funny part is when ellson didn't know his spects was on the floor and he jumped on it accidentally thus broking one of the len, and wad's so funny is he was singing sun yan zhi- wo bu nan guo when he did that stupid stunt. so he was like singing that sad song and hugging his broken spect machiam like his gf, rofl!!

Ok ending this post with the group photos!

2007-07-07T23:22:00.000+08:00

ok, time to blog. so today it's 07/07/07 huh. and its live earth day! for today and tml. guys pls wear green and support the environment friendly campaign!

poor debby today nver wear green clothes, that's why today so unlucky lols, poor jacket :x

and for me i went to help to attend my club cca booth at sp open house. and i wore a green shirt, maybe that's why i today super lucky =)
so many eye candies to be spotted hope to see thse babes around nxt year!! and of cause join my club!! rofl =D

damn ellson went to cosfest today at taka there.. show me the pic he took with a chio bu who cosplayed kasumi from the dead or alive! damn if don't have sp open hse i cfm accompany him go there!!

many pics are uploaded at this webby, http://sgcafe.com/forumdisplay.php?f=31, if you guys are interested go take a look. not bad sg cosplay standard is getting better man

2007-07-05T00:06:00.000+08:00

I seriously hope that the world will faster come out with machines like teleportation machines or maybe the port-key in harrypotter where you can travel from place to place within seconds.

Simply hate distances.

got 80/100 for instrumentation and 36/40 for cosmetic. kinda please with it. Comeon Bk, lets do a great presentation so that we can get AD for cosmetic and pwn the girls xD

the world can be so unfair..

2007-07-03T22:03:00.000+08:00

ok by demand of sb.
help her advertise something. cause if more ppl can buy in bulks means cheaper.

Best selling product of a M'sia based brand, Cellnique!!
Was greatly advertised by Xiaxue once!
Spreeing Cellnique Pro Sebum Gel at around $53 shipped at most.
Retails at $69.90 @ SASA outlets!!
Final cost would depends on the number of items ordered as she'll need a min. order of 9 - 12 items. Not more than $45 if there's a min. of 12 orders, and not more than $53 if there's a min. of 9 orders.

so girls girls, anyone interested do pm me or tag me and i will inform her.

lol my blog really starting to get nonsensical like wad dh said :x

2007-07-02T23:53:00.000+08:00

too long nvr blog :x
ok life have been busily-bored
nothing much to say.
weekends fully booked.
proj due date coming, haven't even touch yet.
mountains of math tutorials not yet done.
after half sem+ still know no craps bout cprog.
tanker is imba.

ok may god bless everyone who viewed my blog
..
and her of cos:)

2007-06-30T03:12:00.000+08:00

lol i am drunk again. fking bacardi =x i am trying to test how well can i blog with my sub-consious mind lols. so sry if there's any spelling or tenses mistakes.

hahha nolife at sch for the whole afternoon, thn went to cine to accompany swee buy the Ipod vid thn off to nyp around night to meet up with yude.
after that we proceed to out usual hang out place to finish up the bacardi.. fk there's only 3ppl who actually drink. the rest eitehr MIA or slping le.. so hiong man, i think i glup down 6 cups at least and i am the one finishing the bottle till e last drop where the rest concede defeat.
head spining, feel like i am a born dancer, mixed feeling with high & emo.
ROFL
sry guys i know i kinda make u all worrying about me.. come on i willl buck up!

i gg to die in bed now, who noe wad time i will wake up later, i wonder will i make it to meet bk and co.

i getting numb, yet i feeling you'r the one. dilemma zzZ. Brain telling me to turn left yet my heart makes me fkingly walking to the right instead.
i finally understand what wee meng's, "numb" definition.

i ain't those shit.

2007-06-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

so fast 1st week of sch is going to be over soon.

arghhhhhh, been coming home late at night everyday.. can't even have proper rest, less to say 8hrs of slp a day is almost impossible.

haha currently failed 2 papers alrdy guess that's all i will fail. both just by abit, don't know how to tell mum about it =x

been doing 100 push-ups and sit-ups and occasional jogging for quite a few days now, trying to keep fit and get back my pecs and abs maybe abit of body-building too. So guys if gt gym session pls tell me, but i am only free on weekends though :x

coming sat is grandma bday, after celebrating it gonna rush down to halo bar to celebrate swee's late-birthday celebrations. He's kinda emo this days, gonna get him drunk and out.

quite looking forward for sun outing, woots, transformers x) +her.

oh yea, almost forgt.. today is Fang Yu bday!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FY!!
so fast yet another 1 year gone pass just liddat.
been reminiscing the sec sch time where everyone is so ignorant, innocent and naive.

2007-06-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

wooo~ first day of school and got back 3 papers..
maths i think i got only 60+marks, kinda expected..
thermo got within the range of 50>70marks, teacher nver specify.. damn super pissed up.. even YZ can get higher than me.. but nvm it motivates me to study even harder for this coming sem exam ;)
and for tanker, failed it.. haha kinda funny, we actually comparing who gt the lowest marks.. i think 3/4 of the class failed.. stupid ch passed the paper :X

ok tmr will be worst.. i forseen i will fail my cpro paper, barely passing it will be a great miracle

ended this post with a great song, one of my fav.
Guardian Angel aka "The Acoustic Song" - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile
tears roll down my face
I can't replace.

And now that I'm strong I have figured out
how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul,
and I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall I'll stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Cause you're my
you're my
my true love
my whole heart
please don't throw that away.

Cause I'm here, for you
please don't walk away and
please tell me you'll stay, stay...

Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know ill be okay
though my skies are turning gray.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven

2007-06-24T22:02:00.000+08:00

OMFG, 2 weeks of holiday gone just like a blink of an eye -.-

I wonder whether is there any holiday assignment I haven't done yet.. opps i mean i haven't been doing anything since holiday as i presume there's no assignments..

ok time to buck up and chiong finish this sem.. looking forward for the next 1mnth holiday :x

oh ya, take care and work hard everyone.. especially those with proj in hand =))

2007-06-23T01:40:00.001+08:00

time to blog,
Tue
went to wild wild wet with sharon, ch and his p sch frends. if i not wrong, they are nelson? xin yi? and dunno the another girl name. have quite a good tan and now i am really super chao ta.. cos i went to www after my sentosa chalet, means i gt 4 consecutive days in the bloody sun..

Fri
lols, dh organise a kbox session.. its all guys anyway. ok i know thats gay la, but i tried to ask girls along le, all either bz with project, at overseas or got work. so sad. But its fun la, we were so super high!! however the session abit too long la.. 2 till 6, we spend the last hr listening songs instead of singing.
after that went to k pool =) me and dh tag vs kw and alan, 4 rows of wining streak! dh super pro lols, i think im a burden to him haha.
went to prata to meet up wit sec schmates, have a great chat.. after that went to wp house there de study corner. finish up our vodka absolute 50% alc. haha everyone was like super high la =) hope that everyone went back home safetly=x
ok bacardi is next, baby!

haha kinda gt my 1st dancing lesson (theory) from von.
self notes to myself
chest isolations and rotations
-isolations is separated into front, 2 sides n back (4 directions)
-stand legs apart den push ur chest forward
-don't use shoulders
-shoulders will move but due to momentum and not by force, and it shouldn't be moving back
-use chest muscle to push front

back isolations
-nvr close your shoulders in just to get the back isolation
-use chest muscle
-when gg right, push left waist to go right
-only upper body move, thats why it's call isolation
-rmb to tighten core muscle(the part below stomach, above abomen)

ok i am fking high now
head spining, weightless body, body moving with music rythm/beat automatically, don;t feel like sleeping..
what a wonderful feeling =)

2007-06-20T13:57:00.000+08:00

ok.. back from chalet. Anyone missed me? :x

pics pics~(click to enlarge)

hmmm how should i start.. ok this chalet is a 3days2nights at sentosa coasta sand.. haha the room there is super small can. nxt time if wan go sentosa go to other resorts. siloso beach resort is nice! and its just opposite Cafe Del Mar!!

i hate the stupid nokia event at cafe del mar.. make us cant enter there, since it's not open to public and we don't have invitations =( meet up with some ppl at JE there, passed yvonne's bro his stuffs then have LJS for lunch b4 going down to harbour front to meet up with the rest. brought the necessaries and the bbq things and off to the monorial, haha its the 1st time i set the new monorail.. too long nver go to Sentosa le. quite alot of changes since i went last time. alighted at the beach station and queued for beach tram to our chalet~

1st day was like quite boring as expected,

-settled down and we can barely fit into the chalet room..

-then went for some volley/bball and sun tanning at the beach.

-dinner-ed at kou fu -ended the day drinking beside the pool.

-2 bacardi and 1 absolute pure -.- and only 4 ppl drinks.. the rest either cant drink or don't want to.. so not on la ..

i rmb drinking half the bottle of bacardi.. with mixer of course~ was super super high ok. I tink i am alrdy semi drunk on the 1st night, rmb gg down to the beach wit the guys for some seabreeze. nice feeling, body feel light, with the world spinning around me, but still i can walk straight and don't have the urge for vomiting.

haha I rmb crying at the beach, been thinking alot alot lately. thanks for the alcohol, i can finally let everything out and I felt so much better after that =)

thanks guys for giving me a space to be alone and never ponder me anything.

(can't rmb when is the last time i cried..)

2nd day,

-ate breakfast at vivo. brought ice, tibits.. more drinks/mixers and of cos cup noodles!

-waited for Andy and MY to come b4 gg back to sentosa

-more volley, sun tanning and swimming! imagine scorched by the hot sun thn jump into a cool pool, thats the heavenly feeling man! everything was nice until I gt leg cramps haha.. super pain + funny lol, i could see my leg muscle popping out like arnold schwarzenegger hahs.

-slacked at room, watched 28days later thn 28weeks later and F4-doc doom that one.

-prepared the things for bbq

-went for the luge ride.. super scary la.. i didnt dare to take any photo.. 1 hand grapping tighlt at the side and 1 hand on my digi cam lols. but the scenary super nice, as we went there bout sunset period. just nice man, esp the part where we can see the rasa sentosa resort there, the sun alrdy near the horizon~ damn man, should have took a pic of that beautiful scenery, but im just too timid.. the sort-of-kart ride down, was super fun la, i can even drift there lols. I'am pro in that ok, i can even 1 handed my kart and take a pic of me and others with another hand =x

-more ppl came(wp,xn,joe,cd etc)

-and more drinking.. finished the vodka yude brought then chilled the vodka absolute extra strong that wp brought... taste like medicine, some more 50% alco.. I am knocked out after 1 cup lols

-but vodka taste much more better then bacardi hahs

-i rmb i snored like a pig back in chalet..

3rd day,

-woke up around 9am. crapped, chatted then had a cool long bath.

-everyone packed up -went back to vivo for lunch b4 gg home

-home sweet home around 130pm

2007-06-18T10:17:00.000+08:00

Well gtg out for sec sch-mates chalet @ Sentosa. Everyone don't miss me for the next 3 days =D
Just ring me up if there's any prob, I will rmb to bring my hp charger this time rofl

~in need of enlightenment and be more open

2007-06-18T02:10:00.000+08:00

well, everythings start from zero.. just like building a skyscraper.
hope it's still not too late for me to learn dancing~
I always have been fanscinate by those street dance and hip hop dance moves that I've seen life or on the screen. But due to my shy character, I didn't try or learn dancing.
dancing is defintely something that I wanted to add to one of my talents!

and yes! i succeeded i persuading yvonne to teach me =x oh ya jq, don't be surprise that i might join your cca one day :)

damn, i been recalling and pondering over that night.. i should just go up forward and stop that guy and led you away from him.. yet i stood there watching you like a dummy.. what the fuck am i doing, i am so ashame of myself...

2007-06-17T04:56:00.000+08:00

ok we went for this, stomp party at st.james, tell you what.. the place is totally cool out, you got to go and see it yourself, but one thing i don't like bout there is the seats.. don't have those cosy de feeling =x

and I HATE TIGER BEER

ok group photo.. sry my big head just in time to get into the camera frame b4 the timer beep off.. and i blocked ch, sorry!

haha, i still got some pretty nice cool pics, especially the super cute Ms Minnie one, and I won't post it here, it's for my own personal admiration =x

ok the stomp party ended around 10pm thn we took cab to dxo since rena friends got invitations, its was raining so heavily..

Dxo, kinda chaotic.. as expected, but its much more better than that time de underage party i attended.
and something really pissed me out man!! my mood was like begining to get high thn suddenly hit the rock bottom..

now then i know why my female friends said that male-clubbers are despo..
I fuckingly hate this kind of ppl la. how dare they.. erm!

but hello, there still alot of decent guys(me) who enjoy the music, the boozes and the company=)
erm, sorry rena.. we guys are like sort of spoilt-sport today. I promise nxt time won't be like this!

after dxo, toured 1 round around singapore, and home sweet home at 430am..
lols, some pig fall alsp on way home.

-damn, from today onwards I gonna learn how to dance..must bai yvonne as my teacher liao >.<

i just wana be the silly bloke that held the umbrella for you when it rains, the one that help you to open the door, the one that carry your shopping bags.. and the one that will be there for you, till the end.

2007-06-16T00:51:00.000+08:00

Meet up with them at bugis in the afternoon, as the girls wanted to shop :)

Then fooled around with the AXS machine for quite awhile, trying to book tix for F4 at MS..

Its the face problem guys, face it! You guys try so many times, but failed.. only me succeeded in getting the close seats! just one row in-front!

mwuahaha!!

lol went to watch F4 at MS gv today. as the name suggests, the movie was really fantastic la!! It's one of those few movies that you won't felt bored at any moment of the show. The show is filled with actions! comedy and a bit romance.. lols mr fantastic and ms invisible finally got married after 5 failed attempts =x

The silver surfer is super cool too.

the movie end bout 9+ and we went to have our dinner at BK.

thn home sweet home.. (reluctantly)

hmmm, looks like many people has been rushing project nowadays.. Do drink more water(not beer ;x) and have enough rest ok!

2007-06-15T00:01:00.000+08:00

short conclusion of what i did yesterday
-meet up with debby on bus, thn went to queensway shopping centre
-bang into jj inside the shopping centre, short chats and byebye
-ate lunch at the mac there, debby got her seaweed fries
-we were the 1st to reach there, yude came slowly afterwards, thn joe, ky and swee individually
-shop around, looking for surfpants and slippers
-brought cobian slippers
-browsed through shops for surfpants and saw nothing of my fancy
-brought neutrogena men facial wash and scrub
-A shirt from ellson fav. store
-went to jp for dinner at bento box
-look for surfpants yet not luck
-home sweet home at 10.pm

Today
slept at 6am and woke up at 9am, kinda shag. continued trying my best to finish the task i done halfway b4 and sending thm back. Have a quick bath, abit of makeup and went out straight. thought i was fking late for the 1pm meeting up, in the end only me and dh reached there. Went to see see look around for my beloved surfpants, no luck in wisma and taka. Then went to the taka foodcourt to find a table for lunch, joe came finally while we were eating our omelete rice.
after lunch we went straight to pacific plaza, finally.. got both of my surfpants at rip curl, 1 rip curl and the another 1 is volcom =)
kinda heartpain, because they are exp ok.. must cut down on buying stuffs hastily..
didn't got the chance to meet up with rena as she was at bugis and i gtg back for father's day celebration.. on the way back, saw xn at mrt station and act as we never saw her.. LOLs

2007-06-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

weeee~ went swimming in the morning, although the morning rain kinda dampened our mood. luckily the sun finally get it ass out from the clouds in the afternoon and the 4 of us got a very good tann =)

yea take note, its only 4 of us.. so pathetic right.. only 4 ppl went for the swimming session.

WESTSIDE PPL BUAY ON 1 :@

wah liew i feel so guilty now la, I been eating eating and eating and my tummy is growing like hwat!

for today, b4 swimming.. i went to have a meal at kfc..

then after swimming, bak kut teh + 2bowls of rice + 1 bowl of salted vege(its owning la!),

then for afternoon tea egg tarts and curry puffs that mum brought back from malaysia..

and for dinner went to a thai restaurant (10-course meal) at yishun there, for some sort of "home coming celebration" dinner for my parents and relatives..

damn even with the frequent exercise from bball, swimming.. isn't doing any good.

gotta add jogging nxt to my list~

hope i got the determination for it >.<

2007-06-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

decided to attend the bball session with hs and gang.
1st, because i don't wana stay at home..
2nd, been turning down their offers too much lately..
3rd, missed their company and wana know what's gg on with their life.

was suppose to take a stroll along the beach myself de. but the rain came down so suddenly at the westside and i scare it would be the same at the eastside. and i ended up... home.

damn damn damn damn, i hate gg back home man, there's no ppl. so quiet, so lonely and the walls seem like crashing down on me. I hate being caged in the 4 walls..

I need some fresh air, some cool night breeze.. some beers and maybe some good company
can't wait for the night fishing, guys.

-i will fix you :) when the time is right, it will ripe

2007-06-11T12:58:00.000+08:00

Ytd went to watch ocean's thirteen, for those who don't plan to watch it.. you are gonna miss one of the greatest movie of the yr. beware =x

Thn after the movie, bk went for his training + compe, and the rest of us go walk walk around town.

Ate our dinner, wanton mee, at hereen.. thn went to cine for some window shopping, while waiting for bk.

After that, we went to fareast, was planning to shop de.. but reach there kinda late, in the end most shop alrdy halfway closing, thn slack at gelare for awhile as bk eating his dinner there.

damn, after tasting the oreo cheesecake from there, i feel that i still got a long way to go..

complained to her how sucky mine were, and get a quite touching reply from her, " it's the thoughts that count"

Damn i dunno whats wrong with me ok.. why am i so bad in expressing myself, why i cant crap much.

I know actions speak louder than words, but i didn't done much actions either. I just plainly sucks seriously.

I think if any girl go out with me, cfm die of boredom -.-

Come on la, Jie Wei. You woudn't wanna be a loser for life, better buck up..

2007-06-10T02:11:00.000+08:00

damn damn damn, went for a haircut just now, and I am super not satisfy with it la. no pics will be shown, no face see ppl =x
after the hair cut, went to tamp and meet up with rena,ch and sharon for dinner. thn went to ch's hse for majongs =) new addiction lol.. stupid sharon, don't want feed me de..
xiu qing, joey came at a later time. Then cont to play + craps + chats till 11+
wanted to send her home back de, she so persistence and insist to alight at the bus stop and take a bus home instead =.=
and for me, i manage to catch the last train at tamp back to boon lay..

hello, nxt time don't reject my offer again plss.

someone suggested to me that i should take a step back 1st, and give her the space to catch a breath.. yea, mayb i should.. so selfish of me, without thinking of how you feel, until someone else reminded me.

hmmmmm, suddenly felt super quiet at home without mum.. no 1 nagging and whining at me.. kinda nt used to it. miss you mum, hope you have fun at malacca =)

2007-06-09T11:32:00.000+08:00

ytd was quite a tiring day for me =x had only 3 hrs of sleep b4 gg to the battlefield.. hmmm the paper was sort of normal, can handle those kinds.. so I think I will have no prob passing it =)

sry wm I cant pass you my qn paper, that retarded looking teacher keep looking at me =.=

after the paper, we went to library and slack thn moberly for some no life for awhile. And went back home to prepared for town outing.

was supposed to shop for sis bday present, but didn't know what she needed.. so decided to pay for the cake instead =)

Was kinda pathetic la, went to town for only 2 hrs.. meet up wit cousin des at far east, where I said goodbyes to bk and co, boohoo T.T before gg to the restaurant at boon lay there to celeb my sis bday..

ok here is the only pic i took with my sis ya. cause everyone know I am camera-shy =x

haha whole family gg to malacca later, left me and my elder sis =) cool i am super free now, can go anywhere, anyplace, anytime.. anyone can now start booking appointment for me =x although priorities will go to someone first, muahahaha!

2007-06-08T15:01:00.000+08:00

Would like to dedicate this song for her, and hope she will get out of the shadow soon :)

All-American Rejects - Swing, swing

Days swiftly come and go
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall

Did you think that I would cry
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like
being alone?
I'll find someone new

[Chorus](Swing) Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again.

Wish cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old
They bend, they fold
and so do I to a new love

Did you think that I would cry
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like
being alone?
I'll find someone new

Bury me
(you thought your problems were gone)
Carry me
(away. away, away...)

[kinda an old song that dated back to 2003, always my fav!]

2007-06-07T23:35:00.000+08:00

ok, I hereby declared.. I am good gamed for tanker. This is the 1st time in my life where i do a test till so helplessly, i was so desperate that my devil* asked me to try to copy from others.. But looking around my 4 corners, all of them oso got thse blur and cmi look on their face, thus I didn't even try to copy..
so tmr is thermo, 1 of the killer subject of the year. oh well, I DECIDED TO TON FOR THE WHOLE NIGHT AND STUDY FOR IT OK.
I don't want the history to repeat itself again, haha.

So, everything just linked up like a jig-saw puzzle, I kinda know the whole story now and the another.. =)

ANY KIND SOULS WANNA STAY ONLINE FOR THE WHOLE NIGHT AND ENTERTAIN ME..?? =x

2007-06-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today was sort of a no-life-day..

was suppose to go to the gems lecture in the afternoon, but when i get out of my house, mh sms me and told me they not going for gems. And since i am alrdy out of my hse, was too lazy to go back in.. decided to go to SP earlier and rot @ moberly..
So the AGM was quite a success i tink.. although not as much ppl turn out like last yr. The club is going to become a gay club more and more.. There only 1 girl that attend the agm ok, the rest all guys.. sigh.
After AGM went to see the WCG sp compe.. and after that more No Life @ moberly.

dang. ytd bk tempted me that if i go down to bedok today he will bring me to eat the owning curry chicken rice.. should have fallen for the temptation and skip the stupid no life day at SP
=((

didn't study much for tmr tanker familiarization.. can't even understand what the thick lecture notes trying to say..
It's our own fault, for pon-ing lessons, slpinh in class, chatting in class and laughing at ss.virdi turban!
Is this our retribution, shruggs = =

2007-06-06T03:12:00.000+08:00

shucks I hate ppl lying to me, stupid jy.. tell me to help him to do something that only last 30mins, but in the end I stayed there from 6+ to 9+ ok.. never even say clearly. Damn shouldn't have been so naive, setting up those wcg things should find thse yr 1 helpers ma XD

so im alone and bored here whining about wad happening today.. think i came back home too late and missed the chance to chat.

For instrumentation, I think I am able to get a B grade but for the cprog.. most probably it's good game for me muahaha.. hope the teacher will be lenient and give us a passing grade heh.

haha I can't believe I am chatting wit bk till so late, 2am now.. kinda anticipate to the night fishing outing, men-chats with the beers, peanuts and the cool night breeze. Aw, can't wait =D

I think it's time i should change my "si lang kuang"(dialect) lols...

I may be easily influenced, over-sensitive, very *shui bian...

but I am really determined when i decided on doing something, or else i won't even try.

I've been wondering whether is it time is the element. Or am I totally insignificant and shouldn't have appeared in your life.. Maybe I am just a turn in your life that you walked into, and everything will just end up in agony.

I might be quiet, because I am listening. I might be staring into space, because I am trying to understand. All this doesn't equal to Emo, ok?

bahh, i always sucked in expressing myself.

-3am now, thanks for maroon5, chemical romance and linkin park for accompany till now.

2007-06-04T22:09:00.000+08:00

hmm kinda breezes through easily for the maths paper today, dumped back 20marks at least to the teacher, due to stupid careless mistakes and my laziness to double check the ans. Oh well at least I know how to do everything. 1st time do maths till so smoothly~
Journey to the east sure have some magic on it =)) hope its the same for the rest of e papers

This week gonna be quite hectic and tedious.. plus super busy! Good luck for everyone test, especially for her wed paper =))

I wonder~

2007-06-03T02:34:00.002+08:00

Just had an emotional chat wit her.
You asked me many questions.
I can only answer back, love have no boundaries and no distance.
And loving someone have no reason.
You don't have to feel guilty, you don't have to feel bad.
Everything I do I do it for you, my heart and my mind told me it feels great.

I know I'am not the only one, also not the best one.
I know it but still i will try.
Till you lay your trust on me.
From the day you know me, I am always true i assured you.

Know me hard, know me well, even if everything ends tonight.
I will always know that I will never regret anything I do.

you will see, you will see my promise..

2007-06-02T02:13:00.000+08:00

mum has been super unreasonable these days, mayb because of the too-long-mc she has. I know she been craving of gg back to her workplace, always complaining around bout how bored is to be at home e whole day and eating those light dishes. And today when i went out and return home during midnight she became so hell and unreasonable. why do parents always thing that if their child came home late / didn't came back home for e day = doing bad things outside -.-
Luckily i'm in good mood, didn't stir up e argument bigger =)
They should change their mindset man, this is alrdy the 21th century. Plus im their oni son, they should trust me..
I know you won't be seeing this mum, but i swear, i will study hard, get good grades for short term goal and be success in carreer for my long term goal.

I gonna be SOMEBODY!! ROAR!!

2007-05-31T23:22:00.000+08:00

Hope you love it.

I'm not unhappy really.. Silly, you happy = I & all of us happy =)

More pics will be posted nxt time, when i am happy =)

OPPS, not forgetting this!! =Pp

im just disappointed over myself, i should insist yet i didn't. I went away without a word, so ungentlemanly of me.. I wanted to get close, so many chances and I lost it. Seriously im such a loser. I HATE MYSELF.. arghhh

Thy know me well, too well.. I knew your actions, I knew what are you thinking. I felt so oblivious.

2007-05-28T21:53:00.001+08:00

sian life get so boring that there's nothing to blog about =x
lesson, lesson yet more lessons..
went home ahead by myself today, forced myself to be a guai kia and finish the instrumentation review qns, since my group got 2 FREE LOADERS :X
So tmr is tues, must see that bastard lecturer again haha.. and after sch must go home and prepare something.

kinder surprise =)

2007-05-27T23:15:00.000+08:00

went to bugis in the late afternoon, was planning to go shopping de. but after browsing through the shops at bugis street and junction, doesn't see anything that catch my attention. so didn't buy anything, objectives failed again :x
have afternoon tea at the cafe, 2nd lvl of bugis street, while sharon, mh and his sis were having their late lunch there.
after that walk around again~ still nothing attractive.. zZZ
so we went for our dinner at pasta mania thn chatted abit and home sweet home, poor me went back west side alone =(

argh, tmr sch starts le. boring..

2007-05-26T21:30:00.000+08:00

argh I organise a bball outing at the afternoon today, but the sky seems grey so it was cancelled last min. and the sucky part is, it didn't rain at all -.-
In the end i went to play bball myself at night alone. what a coincident, i met a distant relative there, and we play tgt for quite awhile. super tired, think I old le or too long never play bball, muscle super ache..
Around 830 i went home and was suppose to rest, and my evil mum force me out to run an errand for her.. i feel super auntie lor, 1st time went to supermarket alone, to buy thse chicken wings and deep fried stuffs for tmr. I guess i saw some ppl giving me thse weird weird looks ._.

ok 1 game of dota! =x

2007-05-26T00:32:00.000+08:00

omg just came home after watching, Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End.. with dh and co. The movie is super nice, I suggest to all peeps seeing this blog right now and haven watch the show. Pls faster go and catch it. I promise YOU WON"T REGRET IT!! This is really one of those good show that you will feel it is worth the money and I don't mind seeing it again!

I rate the movie 4.5/5 !!! Poor Rena, missed the chance to catch it with us :X

After the show, we walk around vivo to look for a place to have our dinner, but all restaurant/fastfood outlets all super pack with humans and after walking a big round we went back to Tera for dinner. The chicken cutlet there is really nice, oh man, nxt time if gt chance I gonna try the lasagna! Hey guys I am not drunk la, 1 glass of heineken can't make me down =)

lol felt so awkward and silly ytd, if u are seeing this post don't tell anybody ok :p

2007-05-24T21:44:00.000+08:00

hmm ok, i finally think through le, thank you guys for your cares and concerns for this few weeks, pls stop worrying about me lar. I am alrdy old enough to take care of myself.

ok i feel like blogging in chinese, and trying to see whether blogger support chinese format.

I know i had crossed the boundary, i wasn't able to express myself properly. But can we even be normal friends?

I should have learn to walk before learning to run..

2007-05-24T00:15:00.000+08:00

random post.
journey to the east for the 2 days repeatively, yet both objectives failed. haha, i think i am getting freaky used on long journeys, all thanks to my mp3, with that i can even tour around sg alone.

She is someone that i can be the real me when im with her, i doesn't need to hide behind my facade or even worry about doing things that might change others impression on me. really felt very comfortable when with her.

life is tedious, no more puzzles pls, god pls give me the ans and show me the way.

yes, it does.
why aren't I born with charms and charismatic that no girls can resist

2007-05-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

This two freaks came to my hse to slp ytd, since it was too late for thm to go home after the prata session, one live in hougang and another live in cck =x They super pig, i must pester them for 1 hr++ b4 they wake up..

went to TP in the afternoon with mh,joe and co. for lunch?! Can anyone believe it, we go all way from the west to the east just to settle our lunch and dinner, after eating lunch at mensa. We acc sharon to the com lab, slacked, mini-clipped, sleep and listen songs at there. Finally about 6pm Jr and Alan came to find us. Then mh,sharon and fren ps-ed us and we went over to bedok market for dinner and reached home at 9.

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warning, the contents below are considered emo, feel free to click the x at the top right corner. No replies will be given to tags regarding below.

so.. hw should I start.. It's been weeks.. I know you alrdy knew it. But some things it's better to say face to face straight and not dropping hints here n there. I don't care what will the answer to be like, or lest to say I expected the ans, but at least it will make me feel alot more better thn keeping every things and thoughts to myself or in this dumb medium.

I don't know when I started pondering whenever you are online, I just keep double-clicking ur contact thn closing it, thn clicking it again and vice versa. I wanted to chat but i don't know what, and couldn't even make a topic to really have some good long chats. And I know you are usually bz, I won't even try or dare to start a chat with you. I know I might became a nuisance and nonsense to you if this cont. Or am I thinking too much that I have this feeling you are avoiding me.. I know it's very selfish for me to think like this but I couldn't help it. It takes two hands to clap, I finally understand the pain of one-sided love. I can't understand why some guys can be so flirt/bastard and why can't be like thm, i hate myself for that, why it's always so hard for me to fall in love with someone else again, maybe i will be happier. I have always wanted to blog this out, to let out of everything and it's time, long ago. Maybe I'm such a boring dumb dork that no one can stand me.

-I just can't let go.

2007-05-20T23:13:00.001+08:00

Ok i know many ppl is awaiting for this posts, haha ps abit bhb. Today was planning to go shirley's to have a haircut, but there too crowded. so we went to mikool salon instead..

which is a wrong suggestion. ok let the pics do the talking

I asked the hairstyler to trim by sideburns and my back, thin my hair and also trim my fringe from short to long in e middle part to the side.. and in the end i get this. felt scammed! But nvm, its our fault for not waiting in shirley. shall cut my hair again 2 weeks later, and next time i will cut away all my fringe!!
Too bad kai ling, no botak for you. muahaha

Ain't no other woman that could take your spot..

2007-05-20T00:46:00.000+08:00

YES! i finally brought my mp3, super happy lar =) Just that i learnt a lesson today, and a painful one.. for those who know, pls stop suanning me and forget it and those who dunno just feel free to ask me at your own risk ^ ^
haha, met wp, sh, zh, joe and deb at lakeside in the afternoon b4 gg there, man i have to act abit emo just to bluff them out to pei me go buy the mp3 :X
was suppose to settle my lunch at burger king de, but both outlets at bugis was super pack with ppl, and we have to eat our lunch at sim lim sq foodcourt T_T my mushroom swiss double arghh zZz
after shopping for my mp3, we went to get my ear pieces and pouch next at Icons 5th lvl. Thanks you guys for accompany me whole day man, and thats not all. After that they even went to visit my mum at sgh! but got someone ps us and went to marina sq to meet her fren..

Sincerely thanks you guys for pei-ing me the whole day, im sure my mum was happy although she joked to us that we are v.noisy =x

glad that mum is recovering fast, she can even chat and joke with us!! get well soon mum. love you

2007-05-18T22:00:00.000+08:00

Was suppose to get my k5 today, but no one is free to accompany go, should get it someday later.

Had a great chat wit yz and wm just today, from the 3hrs break and the after class session. we planning how are we gg to be rich in the future =x, sry for misjudging u yz, i always tot you were those losers and failures that only squander the money passed down from your past generations, didn't tot you gt such ambitous same as mine..

After chatting with thm till 5+pm, i went to visit my mum at sgh, when i reach there.. she is still not out from the op room yet, dad skipped work and has been accompanying and waiting for her since morning. thats my dad man, always so caring and nice to everybody.

The op is a painful one, the doc has to take out the womb from my mum body as they are afraid the 2 tumors on the womb will turn out to be an ugly one, i think my mum was awake the whole op as she was push out of the op rm consciously.

It hurts me to see her suffering so much, she can't eat for the 1 whole week in the hosp, and depend solely on the glucose and saline solution drips to survive.. after that she even has to rest for 1 month at home. but glad that the op is a success one, thanks doc..

My mum will be warded 1 week in sgh, so for those ppl who are free, pls have some heart and go to visit her, esp SH and those who know my mum =x

oblivious~

2007-05-17T20:28:00.000+08:00

so.. tmr is the big day for my mum, really hope mum get well fast if not there will be no one to subdue me at home =x

yea today finished 2 quizes, mayb ytd didn't slp is a good thing ^ ^

been thinking through, mayb i should just excuse myself for the time being and not increasing your stress loads.

greatest regret is not knowing you earlier..

2007-05-16T21:23:00.000+08:00

별(star) - Kim Ah Joong // English translation
the wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,the stars reassure tired me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don't be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,telling me to go to sleep
though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walkthough my tears blur my vision
I'll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I'll treasure it deep inside my heartlike those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is brightit is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug
though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walkthough my tears blur my vision

I'll still smile in front of my love that I'm not able to get
Even though our happy times were short, I'll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I won't cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those starsOh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever.

Nice song and beautiful lyrics by Kim Ah Joong from the 200 pounds beauty ost, no doubt it my current blog songs, do enjoy..

caterpillars do move slowly, but they still turn out into beautiful butterflies in their stages of life

2007-05-15T20:56:00.000+08:00

mum gg to sgh for an operation this friday, really hope that everything would be fine.. God bless
-ok gg back to study tmr cosmetic quiz

someone told me .. , but nvm I will hold on.. Afterall i got nothing except patient and perseverance

2007-05-14T20:47:00.000+08:00

lol today was a boring day as usual sch days.. lesson, eat mac, lesson, eat mac, lesson.. Yes basically i survived today by eating macs for breakfast and lunch -.- after that went to moberly, hoping to drag some friends to pei me go home, but instead i gained some no-life@moberly points..
Finally manage to pull thm home around 7+

I am busy and everyone is busy too, that sucks. And im too lazy to do e works and tutorials zzZ

2007-05-13T22:07:00.000+08:00

Went out for mother's day dinner with family and grandma, plus my father's side the relative just now. The restuarant is around the Yishun there, kinda disappointed as the food really not up to my standard, maybe its mother's day today and thse chefs have to cook many dishes so quality not that great =x

so tmr its monday again! This week gt 2 tests i think, and gonna hand in instrumentation report and agm proposal.. gonna be so so bz, but at least they can keep my mind occupied for the moment =)

some stupid ass tempted me so much that i wanna buy the Samsung k5 real soon =x, need to scrimp and save money le T.T

yes, i'll wait forever how silly it seems.

2007-05-13T02:04:00.000+08:00

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2007-05-12T14:01:00.000+08:00

Sigh saturday, yet another emo days for me. Doing nothing plus those emo songs, tend to make me think more about stupid stuffs that i shouldn't have think so much or even given a 2nd thoughts..
what's the use of having one person with her heart living at somewhere else, yes things can't be forced. What is your's will always be, and vice versa.

So tmr it's mother day, mayb i should just fake a smile whole day long and pretend to be happy while i am seriously not..

2007-05-12T00:47:00.000+08:00

Heh I would like to dedicate this WHOLE post to HER, "she" is for me to know, and for you guys to find out haha..

Thanks for the everything today, your time, your company, your lollipop ;) , your smiles, your laughter and the very you.

lols if without you, i won't even dare to walk into those female stores, and would be very lost. Thanks for helping me to choose my mother's day gift, yea she will definitely loves it!!

I might not be the most perfect guy out there, but I will always be there when you need someone the most.

2007-05-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

YES i pass my driving basic theory, now i can laugh at wai khong officially, muahahaha. seriously i didn't expected a pass.. quite unsure of many questions and didn't even double check the answers.. but still i make it! Thanks god.

This is already the mid of 4th week, maybe its time i should get my butt down and do some work and revision, finish up those dumb reports and tutorials and most importantly my proposal for the AGM =((((

2007-05-08T20:07:00.000+08:00

I been told many times that, if you're still single now, it means that the right one for you haven't appeared yet. BUT I decided, to break free from that thought, I will not hand my life to fate anymore, if you want something.. FIGHT for it. Don't ever let is slip away from ur hands, who knows when will the next one be if you let her go..

Oh yea enough of whining, was kinda shocked just now, when I bdouble check the date for my car basic theory test, I just know that it is TMR.. OMG, I think I will spend the whole night study for it. Everyone wish me good luck, hope I faster pass and faster get the license I want ^^

Btw any kind souls wana pei me go shop around either this fri or sat for mother's day present, I really got no idea of what to buy for my mum =((

oh ya almost forget, HAPPY BDAY SHARON!!!

2007-05-07T22:56:00.000+08:00

Was kinda pissed up this morning, a fker call me a useless and free loader in the group, i will prove to you im not, im even more capable thn you fking bootlicker and "act-smart-but-dumb". And i really cant understand singaporean, can't they see thse green seats are meant for elderly/pregnant personnel and ppl with kids. They ought to give up their seats when they saw thm, and all of thm just act blur or fake slping. They will definetly get their retribution when they became old for not setting a good example for the younger generation. Fuckers

sry for the vulgarities, but i just can't stand it !@#$

2007-05-06T15:13:00.000+08:00

I cant understand why my schedule is so super pack and busy during the weekdays, and why im super free, dying of boredom soon when the weekends come. Im so super dead, i still haven't write out the proposal for AGM zz. Time to find myself a personnal secretary to help me handle this kind of stuffs haha.
Lastly, I can't understand why i fall for you.. but what is this nice feeling :)

2007-05-01T01:22:00.000+08:00

i am super vex now, i dunno whats gg on with me, what should i do, what i gg to do.. and what i am doing !! arghhhhhhhhh
i don't have the mood to blog bout the previous clubbing outing, might post nxt time. BYE

2007-04-27T10:08:00.000+08:00

yea, pon sch again today.. i know it's bad, but the 8-10am lesson tempted me so much to pon man. anyway later gg back sp oso - -, needa get the mouse from my fren to stop him from whining so much.. what to do after next? hmmm moberly is boring, but no where else to go? anybody wan jio me out pls call my number ^ ^

2007-04-25T22:16:00.000+08:00

yea.. so we lost the compe, looks like this going to mark the end of my dota career? kinda disappointed, the opp team was not that strong. I also know my team was disappointed as well, though many of us did not perform like we usually did or isit our teamwork really so bad that thse kind of ppl can win us.. thinking back, its been long since 5 of us played tgt. so losing this was kinda expected?
anyway i could now finally take a breath or a break without having to anticipate for the next matches. Its been long since i even have a time myself alone of with those sec sch budds. And many ppl is changing, due to sch, work or even relationship. Haha looks like only some of us are still left on the shelve.. I know it is hard but i will try to make out an outing for us guys tgt to have some catching up and chats.

so...
signing off, disappointed me

2007-04-24T00:42:00.000+08:00

Decided to post some random stuff after a lil bit updates on the blog. 2nd wk of sch was boring as expected, lessons >> breaks >> lessons >> moberly play lan >> homesweethome @ 11pm++
Found out something new, T1A yue lai yue many girls ler!! probably the yr one freshies from the CLS ba. LOLs

Dota Competition is coming soon, at wed this week.. mixed feeling, dunno whether hoping to win or lose, cant let my "fill with hopefulness and potential teamates" down yet i already starting to lost interest in Dota.. Argh i will do my best, and aim for the top place!!!

2007-04-22T20:29:00.000+08:00

oooooo~ sian so fast 2nd week of sch coming, wth is gg on with weekends man! how come it's like super duper short that i thought it is only sat today.. Sad tmr sch is from 8 - 10pm, who wan come SP pei me eat dinner or pei me go back home is very welcome ^ ^

2007-04-22T01:59:00.000+08:00

Ok, i decided to return back to blogging, since nowadays, not much ppl has been blogging. Want to read and know more about others ppl life oso hard. So to end YOUR and MINE torture, i decided to come back blogging =D
So, 1st week of poly academic yr2 was quite a boring, yet exciting one. I know im contradicting myself. I will tell you why. Daily lessons as usual start either 8 , 830, 9 or even 10, and all these usually ends at 5pm T.T with the module getting harder and harder!!
SLPING / PON CLASS = SURE DIE
that's the boring part, the exciting part is nothing except my GEMS module every wed, i chose the ' beauty and cosmetic" module, you guys might tink its gay, but to correct the thinking of you guys, the module does not only touch up on beauty products, its also towards styling of hair, facial wash, perfume/colonge and everyting that makes you presentable. AND THE PLUS POINT is !! THERE IS 32GIRLS IN THE CLASS, with only 8 guys. Quite alot of babes there =D, aww so sad next week no GEMs due to lecturer gg for a course. Damn it

p.s, i chose that GEMs to study and not to flirt or bio gers~ seriously xD

2007-03-29T01:27:00.000+08:00

i finally updated my blog after 1234567 years, haha..
Just posting for the sake of editing and renewing the blog links of my fellow friends.

ok thats all bb
take care and good luck all C: